ahhh!!! woke up so early today... juz to meet chromosomes, celestine and adelene for the posters... well... it was very cold in the interchange macs. we kept going to the the heater... i shall not elaborate lar... even now, my fingers, actually i am feeling cold through! then later we went to walk abt... then later we went back and went to the interchange macs...

the interchange macs. was also very cold... gosh! how idiotic can THEY be!!! at the interchange macs. we were doing our posters, then later i felt something cold hit me... then it landed on the chair... when i turned behind, it was a huge group of teenage guys staring! great! dunno whether they purposely or accidentally one... then they were staring at me as i got the ice of the chair... then after a few minutes, siow kee came. then chromo went to say hi. then one of the idiotic guys mimicked her... with that girlish voice... felt like shutting them up lor! throughout they were occasionally staring lor... wads the problem lar... dun even know them lor...

nvm.. then later went to eat lunch... then went to mag's house to do eng project... blah blah very cold too!
bye!

oh my gosh!!!!!
i went to eat dinner at a coffeeshop with my mum... when we were walking back, we saw two boys on bicycles staring at a black cat... the black cat, i suppose was dead, was lying motionlessly on the floor... it had its back facing me... then when i walked furthere on, horrified! the cat's nose was ran over by something... there was a patch of blood beside the nose... and its mouth was wide open! there was also a patch of blood at its mouth... until now i still can remember its face!
i hope that is not the two boys who did it... gosh! cruel!

hihihi! long time no update liao... bz u c.... shall summarise everything...

25/7
went out with drama ppl... first took neo... then went to eat... then ah... sum people like to eat extra salty fries ah... add dunno how many packets of salt inside one... mad... then we were rushing to the singapore conference hall...  it was ok lar... a little girl behind me was slepping... haha... well, i felt a little sleepy too... not enough sleep.

26/7
had science ca... then after sch got training... then felt rather stressful from then on coz got so many horrifying teachers giving us so much hw... then now plus training... really hope i still can manage my time and complete my hw (to reach my goal)... maybe my parents might allow... drama... but rather tough to cope... hope the scary thing would repeat again after the first six months this yr... lost drama liao what else?

27/7
 lit ca...stress, stress and more stress! howto complete by tmr...

 
28/7
hmt ca...stress and blah blah... training...

29/7
stress... first few tears dropped this week... could not complete....
going to have too much... even over the weekends!!!

but got one thing i was happy! got back science and hmt ca back... both got a1!!!! esp hmt! i am week at it lor... but these were thanks to time... now got alot plus trainings... dun thing i can cope and maintain anymore....no time

30/7
since it is fri... i cant help it to feel a little relax though i have a premonition that i would not finish what i have...too much liao... haha got hw econs... not bad lar... so far i hadn' thave any food poisoning after eating what i cooked! training--- felt rather relax... i was grateful...

peek-a-boo! meow meow ... i saw a cat after sch... rather plamp u know... so cute!  i want a pet cat leh... 

help! i dunno how to wear a sari! today our sch celebrated recial harmony day... oopz the cheongsam was split by jana.. aiyo.. can she dun be so rough... haha anyway i cant wear it.. too big for me u c... nvm, sheng yang lent me her indian costume... it was ok with the top and the skirt but the sari was a disaster!  at first those who helped me only had a hard time helping me wear it... then it kept dropping! great... then during recess, i juz wrapped the whole thing round my legs lar! unfortunately i couldn't walk at all... i was tripping here and there... then i could not go down for break... jana had a hard time getting another cheongsam too...so i didn't go down for recess.  then we had alittle free time here and there, so we took some pictures and blah blah...

after sch! ah finally! i could not wait to take off the whole thing... esp the sari..  it was so long! then moomoo, xx, ducky, cat and i went to eat lunch in sch and went to dunno which place... did the video-editting mah... found that it was a nice place to study....

come lets c... on saturday, after training, me, ducky and sk went to my house to eat cup noodles and watch tv... but we did not want to go... so we stayed and watched the recorded jolin mtv and sang some songs before going at abt 3 plus 4 i think...
these few days after sch always go here and there heehee...
well, in all it was fun lor... juz that abit stress but nvm not that bad...
then sk ah... cannot stand ur laughter... worse than mine ah... laugh like xiao..
today after sch, we ate lunch and were rather indecisive of  whose house to go... then met joan... miss yap asked us to carry the canteen tables to the hall and bring the boards to the canteen... then joan followed us halfway as we went to sk's house...  joan back home and the rest of us went to sk's house.. sk laugh til can die ah.. the rest of us too! in all, we had lots of fun!

hw free@sch! blue black!

so happy! no hw again! well... i stayed in sch to do a little studying... rather peaceful lar... then, went back home... okay... i admit i was blur or whatever... i banged into a wall! head got one blue black! heehee... thkz pig... for helping me rub... sorry lor... ya ya... i am not going to bamg into the wall becos of stress lar.. pls.. i would do sumting better than that.. u'll see...
did a little housework too... then i need to catch up on my reading! buhbye!

sighz... i shall not talk abt sch.. but i was very happy to have some free periods to complete my lagging hw! haha

then a whole bunch of us : shirley, goon, ting, beagle, sk, ducky, hui qi, moomoo, sheng yang, xx and me went to central... then later went t my house to rehearse the video editing thing... til abt 5 like that , they went home... then i slpt til abt 10+... today no hw mah... so happy!

happy birthday siow kee! after sch, xx, moomoo, camel, sk and ducky went to a econs store to buy instant noddles with 3 canned food... then we went to my house to cook lunch... wad a novel thought! haha this was to celebrate sk's b'dae! actually we wanted to go out, then it was raining so we postponed it.
in the end, we had fun but the kitchen was in a rather meesy state!

after that, we oso ate some snacks we bought and talked the rest of the time. then abt 6+ then go home.

whao! today is juz staying at home... consolidation! do hw! especially stephen's hw and maths... cnt be bothered lar... but actually oni started at 5 sumting coz i was rather sleepy the whole day!

aiya.. today oso got farewell camp.. it was stay over nite one mah... i remember singing ourselves to sleep... hahahaa.. sighz.. the sec3s now ma'ams liao... still not use to calling them ma'am something... then i cried even though dun have ma'ams talk... i guess i was too emotional liao lar... nobody else cried lor... but last got alot of ppl cry... nvm...

after that, sk and wx went to my house while shi hui and xx went home... at my house, we changed into outing clothes and watched some tv... then we went ot toa payoh central and ducky bought a nice shirt to wear... then me and ducky bought a necklace each... u had to buy them in pairs... then we went to meet shi hui and chromo... then we set off... it was very fun there except for the getting lost for one whole hour...we even went to the police post to ask for directions...

sec 4 farewell camp! rather fun u know... although the sec 2s didn't have to roll in the mud, we did anyway.. it was fun!! the mud was cool mah...i don want it elaborate lah... i liked the talentime very much. coz me, xx, ducky, sk, moomo performed two very nice song and dance... we put in effort and we were rather contented. then the ma'ams asked where we bought our shirts from... guess wad? they were shocked when i told them it was at a night market and it was 3 for $10! so cheap rite?? but nice... haha. i hope the ma'ams liked our farewell present...

meow meow!
today ah...so terrible... so nice! shirley and germ. gan sitting beside me were absent... so i was sitting alone so lonely.. haha i think shirley usu tok alot one then suddenly so quiet leh...

nvm lar, i can do my hw faster (think in a more posiive way)

whao! hate so many lessons leh! summore got that stephen king's hw!

after sch, chromo, me, cat, ducky and moomoo went to do some stuff... then we bought our lunch... we met ma'am yu ting and ma'am xi er. how nice of ma'am yu ting to say i didn't grow! *cries*
she is 150 i think...

then most of us went ot audrey's house. then clara, audrey, joan, celestine and adelene went to buy some stuff while chromo, me, cat, ducky and moomoo went to my house to practice... we had a great time man... talking abt this and that and laughing... siow kee ah.. so funny one...

then they went bsck abt 6.45pm like that lar... i think that we all looked very nice in our clothes... yay! nice have to prepare the camp for tmr and sch stuff plus terrorising hw!

buhbye! so fun!

hihihi.. whao today the lessons all 2 period one... except for pc lar... but ya not nice...

so stressful! so much hw and u ppl cant even solve ur own problems and disputes... must u all always always always find me??? today juz nice i have alot of hw... have to do most of the think of the steps myself... on top of that, i had so many phone calls from others asking me how and what and where to get this and that... haven't u all discussed it within ur own grps? or u cant be bothered? juniors should also try not to rely too much on ur seniors...

pls! do not take me as ur leader and find me when u dunno what to do... a few can but i dun want everybody calling me! juniors pls improve on ur attitude, including my year mates! and my mum really cannot let me be independent, not even my sis. she called abt 5 times in 2 hours!!! can u count how many phonecalls i have to recieve???

furthermore i really got alot of hw today lor... i am partly lacking in my hw too! i would like to show my parents that i can manage my time and not slp so late... if that succeeds, i can probably continue joining my drama next yr... so pls... u ppl help co-operate lar... dun add on to the stress...

hihihi...okay.. me didn't want to go to sch. esp wad happened yesterday nite... so sickening...

but when i went to sch, it was a little better. thought i still cnt forget... dunno y???

then the champion ah.. so the lor soh... but the science experiment was so fun... i think champion too worried for us liao lar haaahaa.. thks for worrying anyway...

lets skip to after sch lar... me, chromosomes, cat and ducky ate lunch in sch. then we discussed abt some stuff with joan... then we went to ducky's home to practice... then shi hui came... we practice and tried on our costumes... then we went to 'this fashion' to see any things... then we went home.. byebye...

terrible home, here i come...

then went to eat dinner with my family. while waiting for my dad at the mrt, i saw ma'am xi er... actually, is she see me one... i was thinking abt sepressing stuff u see. then she called me lor... then i ate some dinner and choked it down m,y throat coz i didn't have much appetite to eat...

came too down.. byebye.

yawnz... woke up early to meet some red cross girls at bishan mrt.end up some of us were late... haha one of them is me!!! waited for a fren who overslept mah... then me, ducky, cat and joan saw pamela... whao! okay nvm...

then we went to adelene's house to discuss the stuff.. blahblah long time... oopz.. may feel abit guilty coz the red cross sec.2/2 girls like stuck together one.. haha so end up our gp chose to do song and dance... anyway we wanted to do one mah... the prob is the costumes...

went to j8 and ate lunch..then we went to buy some stuff and continued to do work...we helped audrey fold some stars too.. unfortunately my folding was heehee... very bad quality lar...

then me, moomoo, ducky, cat and chromosomes went to get some stuff and took neo... we also bought our dance and song shirts somewhere at bishan. then we went to toa payoh central.

we went to eat dinner but we bought bread and bubble tea coz we didn't have much appetite. only siow kee wanted to eat some noodles, so we went to a coffeeshop to eat while we eat bread and bubble tea. then the mad man say cnt eat there with outside food... fine lar but we can't leave our fren alone wad!!! luckily he say nvm onot i would kill him. to me, i dun see wads wrong eating with outside food if u are generous and welcome anyone and everyone. i guess that guy wasn't rather much caring only for money...

then we went to bus interchange, sat down and talked for a while and then went home...

nite time was horror to me! yes i know my dad is very gd at talking... too much.. i tried to ask him to let me continue drama... but he had so much reasons that i couldn't counter.end up have a whole rubbish talk for hours... it was hard enough to hold my tears back... then when i went to bed, mum gave me another talk as she saw me msging... wanted to slp early oso cannot liao...

y my parents now then restrict me so much? y didn't they do that when i was younger like most parents???

hihihi...
i'm sorry... i dunno how to persuade my parents to let me continue yppae but i'll try... oh well.. u know parents... at least i came for the last time or think it's the last time... but if got outing or need helping juz tell me... i'll come... well thanks for still hoping i would leave anyway... try my best...i dun think i'll be happy leaving anyway...heard some advice to be strong and didn't drop a tear there anyway...who would bear to leave??? btw, sorry woon jeck, i abt to lose yppae, dun want to lose anything else... u know what i mean...

well... hope we can still keep contact... wish my msn was working... hope would not have communication problems as what u say... hope we'll all meet----- some day, some time...

dun think i can stand my parents either...

oh well... our class had to go to the national stadium to watch the syf performance... it was very nice but unfotunately, we had to sit on the bench for abt 2 hours plus before it start... very boring... then we it started, we continued to sit and watch... my lag was rather numb...

after that, shi hui, wan xuan, siow kee and me went to tao payoh central to eat a little and drank bubble tea... then we sat in the interchange and talked for awhile and then went back... i went back together with siow kee, then on our way, we met audrey, we tok abit and bye bye...

actually, we got a little lost before that... me and shi hui went to popular while the rest were watching a scary show with shirley at the vcd shop.then we say meet at macs. but we go macs--- no one. then we went to the vcd shop... no one. we called shirley's mum and asked for shirley... then she say they juz went ... ah.. after moving here and there, we finally found them at macs...

~yoyoyo~
okay, me finaaly made an effort to link the rest of the ppl... or not ting will scold me one... ahahhaaa...okay... today so fun, got youth day celebration in sch! at first we had mass, i like most of the songs...

then we were actually free for a long time... i used the time to do mt maths hw...then later home econs... so we had no break time! by rite, we suppose to have an hour of break! nvm.. i learnt how make carrot cake. today can anyhow partner, so i partner ting lor...

aiyo... this rachel ah... like to fight for the tap with me then oso ah... nv clear the sink one... sighz...

oh yar... then got teachers forming gps and singing through the PA system. we suppose to vote for the IJ Idol... well, dunno y but i like chan bear bear's imitation of william hung.. so funny. the song actually quite nice though. anyway he won.. there were oso judges imitating the critising of william hung! we were laughing while doing home econs man! oh yes... abt two songs were dedicated to 2/2 yay!

then we got more free time again so i continued doing my maths. thanks to stupid shirley lar... keep disturbing me.. then we were luaghin like xiao... then summore keep hitting me with the ij mental bookmark... pain u know...then i oso got scream here and there... juz like yesterday.. oopz.. abt the whole class turned and look. then some laughed... this chia soon li ah.. laugh until look like frog...

still got alot but very sleepy.. want to slp.. tmr still got SYF... oh juz found out that i am hungry.. bye bye..

my my... cant rmb what happened at sch... but all i know was that after sch,went to ducky's house and put our bags down and went to meet the rest. ducky, chromosomes, cat, moomoo and me went to eat lunch. then later i went ducky's home to play com, eat, hw...having lots of fun. then summore xuan xuan kept ticking me...