whao.. this morning had to wake up early to close the windows...why rain so early?? the pig still sleeping so soudly when i kneeled on his bed to close the windows...he is most probably death... i dun see why he cant hear anything when his head was sooooooo near the window ..(and his head was a little wet too!) anyway, i didn't want to wake up and go to sch...so sleepy... well forced myself to wake up anyway...anyway, pig's hands were dangling down, right in front of my face... scary man...but when i push it back up, it well juz slip down again! sighz... forget it.. i turn the other side.

went to school in such a heavy rain.. only my bag was fully soaked though.. my uniform was super dry.. hahaa ok maybe a few drops here and there...

whao.. cant stand that "champion" man! firstly she got 'that' face... furthermore, she got scold ppl one.. hahaa i dun like teachers who scolds anyway... anyway, it was becoz some people went to burn plastic... can be dangerous u know...oh this is during science prac. lesson...i dont believe that we will become champions under her teaching becoz she is miss champion... how 'champion' can she be anyway???

went to ducky's house after sch...so fun.. played and do some fun stuff.. besides realising that i dunno how to eat an ice-cream properly, i also discovered that i ate it rather slow too! we went to buy ice-cream and ducky finished it way long before i did...bought chips too... did hw also...her house can be rather peaceful too.

came back.. bothered by too many troubles.. that is why i dun like coming home... summore so boring one... hw...

whao... i didn't want to go to sch one leh... nvm.. then alot of collecting to do and so on... nearly broke down though...
i still have eng hols hw to do!

i did not get use to having pe on tues though... today measured my height and weight... didn't grow anyway...but i lost 1 kg... wha stress man! hahaa...
after measuring our height and weight, went went to run then later we were free to do whatever we wanted for 15 mins... me, shirley, hui ting, beagle and soon li was sitting down and then we suddenly talked abt ghost stories... but this time is abt the show 'the ring' in eng and jap version.
i got watch the jap version on central b4...
dun wanna go on... i am the oni one here
ahh... bye !
*rushes off*

ah... a lot of work to do ah... oh wel.. guess i gotta really jia you! whao.. i really dunno how to eat ice-cream one.. each til i scream lots of times. then when the ice-cream started melting under the sun, i had to lick around all the time then i cannot eat it in peace... then i think it got drip on my uniform. then i shout... the mei chi infront dunno wad happen got shocked hahaa...
oh ya this was after sch, walking home...then later left a bit more, i squashed the whole thing in my moouth... oops...was a bit too big... nvm it stuck out of my mouth then i managed to stuff it in... haha... beagle was laughing at me lar... she suggested flattening the two waffles and sqeezing the ice-cream out... hahaa...but the ice-cream in my mouth very the cold one... frozen me mouth oni...
what a nice way of eating an ice-cream... wanna try... hahahhaaaa!

ah!!! so much hw haven dun finish yet! lucky i'm not the only one though... so buzy doing this and that too! actually is stephen give too much hw liao. imagine i have only abt one week out of the hols to do every single piece of her hw...

gosh... oh ya... and i also squashed a bug by accident. i was writing on unwanted paper, then i flip over to write on the other side... when i flipped back, there was a squashed bug... i guess it was on the paper when i flipped it... poor thing... sorry didn't mean to end your life.

hihi...
well i wonder wads all these backstabbing thing going on...i do agree humans are self-centred... got alot i know of...yea stressful? everyone has it... only a matter of how u handle it...nowadays, cant really control so i juz go crying at night in my bed... the first two weeks of the holidays were fun... but i dun think i'll ever have that again... unless my dad will allow though.. is high chance... NO!
is this so bad? why to me sounds so bad??? cant let go... dont dare to tell either...the last two weeks of the holidays were terrorising...
i was rather quiet today, the whole day...even pig realised it... actually after wad my dad confirmed so firmly yesterday nite... so mean...parents really have a yawning chasm in age gap...
do u think tmr would be better???

hihihi... my my...
well i TRIMMED my hair today... (woon jeck will know why i caps. the word trimmed)... haha but i still think it is cut.. oh well.. u'll see... yea both makes the hair grow shorter anyway... hahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
left 6 critical analysis!!!! help!!! and summore the section 2 and 3 nv do yet! ah... almost completed section 5... section 4...sighz...

BEE ATTACK!

help!!!!!! got bee in my room... how??? i was in the room trying to complete stephen's hw... then this big, no this huge, this enormous, this colosal bee hahahahaha... came hovering round me....

yea fancy buzzing all around! me ah and ran all the way out, bumoing into pig... then he was laughing at me lar... should have stranggled him... then dunno how he did it, he successfully shooed the bee away...yay!

then derick came over... gosh... judging by his age... yea his clumsy... haha although i oso...heehee... came around fell and nearly tore my hw! ah... nvm it didn't happen anyway...
but it wasn't only him that came, whatever i know is that two lunatics : john and jake came... then they made alot alot alot of noise... thankz man... they finished their hw but i didn't u know...

john "accidentally" smashed two eggs together, not juz 1 but 2!... poof... exploded...this time i refused to clean up the mess haaha. then pig cleared it up muhahahaha... jake exploded the instant noodle packet and they were having lots of fun...fancy cooking lnch without any fire...they really know how to make derick happy and act like idiots for two 15 yr olds...
i agree that it may be fun by hellooooo... u make sure u clean that mess and once again i am doing my hw!

gosh! scary...i still got so much to do!!! woke up worrying too much...then had lots of trouble contacting ppl... imp stuff... out of 30 critical analysis, i oni done 15! and now i still have the rest of eng and chinese to finish...
how am i to finish that... cant tell that to my family... they'll juz be too worried... not in a gd sense but bad one i guess...

many ppl may have different emotional upheaval but infortunately... mine is so threatening... ahhhhhhhhh... help! why cant life be simple??? without worries to do much and ppl juz have fun... no more sly ppl, cunning ones... selfish ones... cant be bothered ones...everyone live happily and help each other... is that too much to ask???!

yoyoyo!!!
going even madder...anyway, today was rather weird... since we were to lazy to cook lunch we ordered pizza instead... then my sis wanted me to order coz i hardly even order... in fact this was the first time i was ordering pizza on my own... actually i wasnted kfc delivery but they said it was closed liao... so we ordered pizza lor... i guess my voice was kinda blur blur and don sound like an 18 yr old person lar... according to my sis... then the lady doubt that i was an 18 yr old...then she sumore ask me i primary wad.....!!!!!! whao i nearly exploded laughing man... summore i put the phone on speaker mode leh... the pig was silently laughing at me lar... then, my sis toked to the lady telling her that she was the 18 yr old one...
is my voice really like pri sch kid voice???oh this is yesterday... 22/6/04

oh well the terrapin ah... in the morning crawled out.. half the body under the washing machine... aiyo it really does like dark places so much... whao super cute leh, when it sleeps... i guess i tok too loud liao and the terrapin woke up haha... it looks like blur blur when it juz woke up... haha like me like that... refuse to move out of comfort even though woke up...
my dad said that it didn't like the garlic that my sis accidentally dropped under the washing machine then it pushed it out... haha to think of it pushing the garlic out ...so cute!!! this is one two days ago one.. haha

then aiya got alot of things but cannot rmb liao... then summore my sis wants to go swimmimg now... bye. this is today...

ahhhhh... going crazy... cant stand my mum... when i do hw, she complains that i nv do housework... then when i do housework, she complain i nv do hw... now, wad does she want me to do??? ok... today i din really feel like doing hw so i did alot of housework... mum came back and blah blah everything... then by escalating the situation, she reminds me of stephen and her hw...
how much pressure does she want to give me b4 she let go??? at that time i was helping my sis with dinner lor... then all i did was to excuse myself for awhile to 'breathe' from her blahblahs then she nag and say i angry for no reson... sometimes i really feel she is rather unresonable...

so immediately after dinner, i went to do my hw... i don want to feel that miserable with any more naggings.. in fact i did house work to relax and keep my mind of hw for awhile... then woon jeck said housework gd for me... so gd he dun need to do housework one...haha

there is smth missing in my life...partly coz of... and then coz of...many many things... i cant unravel or fathom wad are those... onot why do i cry... esp alone at nite in my bed...

This is a story about a girl named Lucky?

Early morning, she wakes up
Knock, knock, knock on the door
It's time for makeup, perfect smile
It's you they're all waiting for
They go?
"Isn't she lovely, this Hollywood girl?"
And they say?

[CHORUS:]
She's so lucky, she's a star
But she cry, cry, cries in her lonely heart, thinking
If there's nothing missing in my life
Then why do these tears come at night

Lost in an image, in a dream
But there's no one there to wake her up
And the world is spinning, and she keeps on winning
But tell me what happens when it stops?
They go?
"Isn't she lovely, this Hollywood girl?"
And they say?

[Repeat CHORUS]

"Best actress, and the winner is匧ucky!"
"I'm Roger Johnson for Pop News standing outside the arena waiting for Lucky"
"Oh my god there she comes!"

Isn't she lucky, this Hollywood girl?
She is so lucky, but why does she cry?
If there's nothing missing in her life
Why do tears come at night?

ah.... so sickening.... hw hw and more hw!!! guess wad... i oni done my maths and 5 critical analysis... found that i did an extra one... i did one dated on the 30th may which no need to do one! so angry man! could have used the time to do other hw! so instead of 29 critical analysis, i would have to do 30 of them!!!

wads wrong with that stupid stephen... hello... i know u are an "ex-jc" teacher but u dun need to give us some jc standard work to do all the time rite???!!! hello.. i mean we are humans too you know! we want a nice and peace holiday to enjoy... not some sickening hw EVERYDAY! don't u know that your hw is the most!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AH... feel much better now... cant stand that idiot pile of hw...
lets see... still got a mountain of eng, and chinese book reviews to... sounds little but let me tell you, the pile of eng is infinity man...

i had to wake up early today... went to some christian home for the aged... it was some kind of cip thing... whoa, sad that i could really speak any dialect.. only a bit here and there... but some old folks could speak abit of eng and mandrin...

i felt terrible when i saw the nurses treating the ppl there so violently...shoving and forcing down food in their mouths even if they dun want to eat and close their mouths...then got one needed to be tied... she sort of shouted and screamed lor...

well some of us helpers went to sing songs for them as entertainment... haha sounded abit lame coz they didn't seem to pay attention to the entertainment but it was gd and i guess it was an effort put in...

didn't know pamela was that blur when i put the paper at her back... i even pulled her belt and bag strap to put the paper but she didn't realise...all of us were laughing... sounds mean.. but dun think she mind...

then after that, went to novena square with ade... we ate kfc for lunch and shopped around the place and went home...

came back home and slept until i was suppose to go out with my family...when i woke up, my say complained that i didn't bring any food back for her as she asked me to.. then i realised i forgot all abt the cheese fries in my bag... haha abit squashed but we ate it up...

then we met our parents at orchard and shopped... my dad bought me a skirt... how nice...the problem is i didn't really dare to wear it haha.. but i guess i have to try to rite?? haha anyway gd nite...

whao...today had to wake up abit early to pack my bag from the trg camp... then i met shirley and beagle at tp central... we went to eat our lunch at kfc...the lady couldn't really count i guess... i gave her the correct amout of money then she called us back... then later she realised it was her mistake... sighz... all i can say was blur blur...

then we went to watch harry porter and the prisoner of azkaban... it was ok but i shouted during a part... so pai seh... haha... my two frens beside me looked at me lor... then the ppl infront oso... shirley say that she heard the back ppl say something...
too bad... anyway , we smuggled drinks and some food from kfc and ate there haha...

after that...we went to popular and cd rama and ntuc... then say gd bye...

oh well... after trg camp, me, chromosomes, ducky, moo moo, sk, buganeis and ade went to eat lunch... can u imagine we took a cab from sch to tp central... so near but we were to lazy to bring all our belongings to tp central...

next, buganeis wen home while the rest of us tried to decide on where to go... then we met mei xia, pamela and alycia... then when we finally decided, only me, ducky and ade went to ducky's house... the rest went home...

then we played the com and watched abit of tv and then i went home...

trg camp

trg camp

trg camp

yo yo yo

okay well... woke up rather early... 8+am... to me rather early lar...i went in circles trying to pack my bag for the training camp tmr...and oso pack for today...

meet woon jeck at 10+am... then we went up to the 5th level and did our hw.. it was very nice up there...windy, bright... perfect... then later ernest called me... i think he didn't know that i was with woon jeck at 5th level doing hw... he wanted to practice the song... we heard some music from below... i guess i oso have the cd that they were playing... then later on, yeu shinq called saying that they needed help... so we went down to yppae to help clean...

then after cleaning, we practiced our singing... then we went to eat our lunch... ernest ah... bought the same drink (lemon tea) as me and drank it all so fast and got another cup of milo and drank it all... gosh, he muz be very very thristy...

then after that we practiced abit and then went to welcome the parents... next we went to m26 to get ready for our performance...

next we got the cakeand blah blah..it was yppae's 31st anniversary u see...then we had some food and ate the cake... we took some photos and went to m25 to tell jokes and tok crap... then we went to m26 to rest and slack... guess it was abt 9+ then me, woon jeck, woon hian, waineng and liang liang moved off and took bus 56...i went home while the rest went ot liang liang;s home... i couldn't as i had trg camp tmr...

well.. went home and blah blah then ma called dunno wad she toking... neither did my mum know... said she would call back next time...went to buy a huge torch light at midnite... scary but i needed it...the place was super quiet... then packed a little more and went to bed... gd nite...

meow meow...
i abit the lazy to type leh...
today actually suppose to go for talentime trg then later it was cancelled... then ma'am ellise called to ask me to confirm the number of sec 1s and sec 2s going for the trg camp by 12 noon... i was rather worried coz i could not get through quite alot of ppl...

well i went to eat lunch with woon jeck, liang liang, waineng and ma lao shi... then later we went to yppae to clear up and paint abit... then later me and woon jeck went to buy some drinks... then when we came back, liang liang ask us to buy another one for ma lao shi... so we had to go down and buy again...

liying and joanne came later to help... me, woon jeck and liying painted smiley faces on our hands...
it was rather fun...

found out sumting nice... but that's for me to know and for u to find out...hahahahaa...

then i was surprised my mum came to yppae as she seldom come one mah... then she told me that she and dad would stay at the downstairs coffee shop waiting for me once i finish... coz my hp was in my bag that's y they could not contact me... i put it on silent mode haahaa...

after that, i ate dinner with my parents and went a little shopping... i finally get to buy a suitable bag... my bags all spoil liao.. all torn one... haahaa poor bags... i oso bought 2 berms...

was rather contented and went back home... but was afriad of my hp bill... coz my dad said if exceeded 3 times then he will confiscate my hp... i guess he tolerated my exceeded bill for quite long liao... sorry... coz, he usu is very nice and patient one... maybe he thought he could restrict my bill by using threats... sighz... i hope i didn't exceed...
nite nite...

yawnz... i was woken up by woon jeck's hp alarm... he was suppose to go for his cca training... unfortunately, no matter how much i shook him, hit him, probably even kick him, he didn't wake up! as i wasn't fully awake, i went back to sleep... then i learnt that he needs his mum to cane him then he can wake up one... so weird...

then later on he woke up and went to sch... then waineng and liang liang was playing play station while i tried to sleep... then we woke up time for lunch.. we met ma lao shi downstairs to eat lunch...

poor woon jeck forgot that joanne set his hp time one faster and thus he went to sch so early that he slept there...

then we continued painting after lunch... had alot of fun too...



the bad part was going home... oni face the realities of doing hw... i saw a person's blog saying that she felt betrayed... i hope she is feeling alright... and if it was me who hurt u, i'm sorry i didn't mean it... i dunno y or wad did i do wrong but i keep feeling that it is me...
i oso hope that yun zhou would cheer up...

sighzz... the prob is i somehow oso feel betrayed or is it juz my imagination??? i dunno... best not think abt it... i would rather think of happy thoughts... but sumtimes opening up to someone would help... who can i open up to? somehow my family is out of the list...

can't wait to burst everything out but yet i dun want to cry... coz i know i would.. i try not to be unhappy and hope i can be a stronger person...

this song would help...

THROUGH THE RAIN
by Mariah Carey

When you get caught in the rain with no where to run
When you're distraught and in pain without anyone
When you keep crying out to be saved
But nobody comes and you feel so far away
That you just can't find your way home
You can get there alone
It's okay, what you say is

(Chorus)
I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again on my own
And I know that I'm strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day and I make it through the rain

And if you keep falling down don't you dare give in
You will arise safe and sound, so keep pressing on steadfastly
And you'll find what you need to prevail
What you say

(Chorus)

And when the wind blows, as shadows grow close don't be afraid
There's nothing you can't face
And sure they tell you you'll never pull through
Don't hesitate, stand tall and say-ay-yeah-yeah-hey-ey-yeah

(Chorus)

I can make it through the rain
And stand up once again
And I live one more day and night
And I can make it through the rain
(Oh yes you can)
You're gonna make it through the rain...

meow meow meow...

we stayed over night at yppae ysterday...we had a great time...then we woke up and played abit of cards... and ate things from here and there for our breakfast... yeu shinq came rather early today as she didn't stay over night with us...

then me, woon jeck and jun ying went to buy paint with ma lao shi...(mary) she was rather undecisive in choosing the colours... and i was very sleepy standing there waiting for her to choose coz i didn't sleep much these few nites...

finally she decided, and we bought the paint and we met the rest at yppae downstairs coffeeshop for lunch...
after that we went to paint yppae liao! we finished painting room 23 blue... and part of the corridor... i painted yun zhou's legs blue too..

we went to some restuarant for dinner and the food was nice...
then we went back to yppae to continue painting...
woon jeck painted a streak of my hair white... he said it looked like rouge from x-men... i painted abit of his hair...
then jin xuan went to paint his hair rather white like an old man...hahaha... we had so much fun... mean woon jeck go and paint my face a little... but he helped me clean later lar hahaa... we fought trying to paint each other...

i learnt some other sides of ppl and i hope they would be ok...after that,we went bowling... although i didn't know how to bowl, i got strike a few times... yay! haha just luck i guess... or was it the skill i picked up from wad was taught during p4?

but the thing which made me laugh alot was when i swing the ball back twice, it fell backwards twice... so pai seh..hahaaa...stupid me lar...the ball so heavy...

after that, we went to kopitiam to eat supper... i was falling asleep liao... haha then we went back to yppae... me, woon jeck, liang liang and waineng was sleeping over night there... the three were playing liang liang's play station...
then waineng and liang liang slept first... i was watching woon jeck play some aeroplane game til i fell asleep...zzz

hihihi!!!
today so fast is the third day of the camp... couldn't really rmb much... but i did alot of washing mostly with yun zhou... he said it is our 'place' hahahaa...
the kids are much much wilder compared to last time... got alot of injuries here and there...

we oso slacked abit and slept abit then we had to clear up...

yun zhou and i cleared the tables after the kids had their lunch... we ate some leftover here and there... so nice and tasty... hahaa...
i stared at him when he ate the WHOLE piece of fish cake i oftered him... i meant him to bite abit coz i oso want... furthermore it was the last piece... haha... then later he asked liao... oftered me most of the eggs...( coz i always hit him one) Muhahahahaha... i feel like i am so mean...

after the camp, me and jun ying went to our rest room to rest and slack abit... anyway i was having a stomach ache... then yun zhou came... guess he came in to slack too...
then later jun ying went to help clear up the place while i slept on yun zhou's leg... he was using his mobile phone light to read his ahlee's memoirs...

then after all that stuff, we went to watch laing liang's juniors perform... the show was abit terriblr though... it was abt war.. the sound effects were rather loud and scary with many ppl dying... me and jun ying cried a little...then we went to kopitiam at have abit of super... we didn't eat any dinner though...

then we went back to yppae to play cards and then we toked here and there and then sleep...zzz

meow meow meow...
hihihi...
oopz... i guess i was probably too exhausted from yesterday's hike and little sleep that i woke up late today... but nvm lar since it's juz going to drama to help out, dun think i am going to get killed anyway... woon jeck said he was late too... yay! got company... haha i sound so mean rite???

went there felt rather tired and sleepy but nvm i soon got over it... me and jun ying went to m31 to slack abit and tok... then the whole population of kids came over looking for the clue which was in my hand... then they got the clue and ran off...oh gosh... this group is even wilder man!

actually i slacked, wrapped presents, went to buy lunch... speaking of buying lunch for the kids... the man was taking rather the long to packet 18 packs of rice... on top of that, the aunite probably had problem counting... she said 9 + 5 =15! how smart of her... yun zhou was timing how long was it and he also timed how long the auntie took to write a reciept for us... by the time it was done, everyone bought the rest of the lunch liao...

fancy woon jeck and yun zhou blowing the spilt orange juice on the table...

well, i did do some washing to and enjoyed torturing yun zhou..haha jk jk... after everything, we went to ntuc to buy the neccesities for tmr... poor yun zhou kena knocked by the trolley... whao looked rather terrible...

then we came back, packed here and there... then played a little... then we went back...

ah i finally know how to go back using the mrt... coz i always use the bus one... thkz to yeu shinq and yun zhou for leading me...

yoyoyoz!
couldn't go drama today as i had talentime training in the morning then later on had combine training with ri...

had to wake up early today as usu... went to sch for talentime training then went to eat lunch at j8 kfc...
after that we went to ri...

we had a briefing which i had almost fell there coz i slept rather late yesterday... i was in gp 8 which consists of me, angela and ma''am ruo yun... the rest were 3 ri ppl... cant really rmb their names so i shan't name them... all i rmb was there was a sec 1, a sec 3 and a sir...

we started from ri then we went to dhoby gaut mrt through fort canning, victoria theatre, victoria street, suntec to esplanade...

it was a rather far and tiring journey... we had to ans qns and collect stuff on the way... we had ran alot which made us really exhausted...

from fort canning, we had to hold hands to the next station... but instead we link shirts and held it... haha... oh ya, we saw a super big bee which was rather colourful... the sec 3 ri guy in our gp went to throw dried leaves at it... luckily the bee didn't attack but retreated to the drain and fell in there...got a couple of mosquito bites too... haha i think we ended up 3 in place yay!

hello and meow meow...
woke up not so early today but still rather early to day...
me, yeu shinq, jun ying, woon jeck, jasper, joanne, ying xi, li ying, xiao jun and liang liang went to watch the movie 'the day after tmr' at 10.15am.

it was a nice show and rather thrilling but unfortunately it was like troy where alot of ppl die...but its nice... luckily i didn't cry... i did cry for troy...

haha but it was very cold in the theatre...freezing cold!!!

then we went to shop here and there... then ying xi, joanne, li ying and xiao jun went to shop more while the rest of us went to play at the arcade...

so fun ... i like the car racing!!! so exciting... then we slowly made our way to the kopitiam and met the rest and we ate our lunch... then we went to yppae to practice our song...

suddenly like this song...

I'M JUST A KID
(simple plan)

I woke up it was seven
I waited till eleven
Just to figure out that no one would call
I think I got a lot of friends
But I don't hear from them.
What's another night all alone?
When your spending every day on your own
And here it goes ..

(Chorus)
I'm just a kid and life is a nighmare
I'm just a kid and i know that it's not fair
Nobody cares cause im alone and the world
is having more fun then me


And maybe when the night is dead
I'll crawl into my bed
I'm staring at these four walls again
I'll try to think about the last time
I had a good time

Eveyone's got somewhere to go
And their gonna leave me here on my own
And here it goes

I'm just a kid and life is a nighmare
I'm just a kid and I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares cause I'm alone and the world
Is having more fun than me

What the fuck is wrong with me?
Don't fit in with anybody
How did this happen to me?

Wide awake I'm bored and I can't fall asleep
And every night is the worst night ever

I'm just a kid (just a kid) x5

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid and I know that its not fair

Nobody cares cause im alone and the world is ..
Nobody wants to be alone and the world

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares cause I'm alone and the world is
Nobody wants to be alone in the world
Nobody cares cause I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me.. tonight

I'm all alone ...
tonight
nobody cares...
tonight
Cuz I'm just a kid.. tonight

peep-a boo!!! haiz so fast it's the last day of drama camp 1 liao... but today not much time to slack super bz... with all that washing and cooking...

poor me had to cook hash browns and fried fishballs... u know me not gd at all these mah ... in the end i burnt myself quite a number of times liao...hee hee but not as serious as the one caused by the the iron.

ma lao shi said she wants the harsh browns soft but how to take it up??? when i pick it up using CHOPSTICKS, it broke ...but too bad, she gave me CHOPSTICKS to use...

in the end hardly anyone ate it ...waste my effort oni... cries..throw away u know!!!

at least it is comforting to know that the fishballs were all eaten...

shu ling jie came back to help!! so happy.. things were much more organized when she came back...haha.
then we could finally slack a little bit... so me, yi li, woon jeck and ernest went to m25 to slack haha...
then stupid shirley go and call me.. haha no offence ah.. heehee... muz discuss when to watch harry porter and the prisoner of azkaban at my rest time... but in the end i manage to tell her to wait until i go home then discuss ...

after everything, we had a long time packing up the place lor...
then me and liang liang took the same bus home...

now i really do believe everyone no matter how happy they look or aound sure got some unhappiness in them one... everyone...

opening up can really help ehz? *winkz* nite nite.

hihihi...
yawnz... today also have to wake up early to go yppae to help out... but very fun lar haha...
we also got time to slack here and there but the little kids we had to take care were rather tough... they sumtimes dun listen to u one esp. the boys... the girls ah.. like to tickle ppl one aiyo naughty naughty... more like i being bullied lor...haha. but i was rather happy when i could communicate with a small boy who had tummy pain... haha finally after hard work, i could get him to smile first then laugh...yay! 3 cheers for me!!! hahaha...

then we also could sleep in our resting for a while (slacking as usu lar)haha. in all, it was so fun.. then after that, we packed up and went to ntuc to buy some food for tmr... but b4 that we ate some tow huay(i think it is spelt like that lar...) some beancurb thing one

when we came back, we packed a little then me, woon jeck and liang liang went to eat dinner. it was kind of liang liang to pay for our dinner but he had sort of 'forced' us to eat the dumplings he bought.. so full!!! then we all went back on the same bus... gd nite.

meow meow meow...
had a long day today too u know...

went to school for talentime training til abt 12pm ... congratulate smart m u know!!! i finally can get the steps in fast motion haha though not as well as kaiying... then we had to learn a part got alot of hoping and jumping one... a first a little difficult but i managed to overcome it with jessica...

after that i went to drama to help out heehee i went there a little later sorry.. lucky jun ying didn't kill me haha. then they were rather interested in what gerald, ernest's fren, msg me...okay...

i saw some familiar kids that i took care last camp... but this camp, my gp that i am suppose to take care is rather rowdy esp. the boys.. summore so young...ask them to line up they dun want...what are the kids coming of these days... i rmb my dad siad i was very gd u know haha..

we slacked quite alot ...then we oso had to wrap presents for the kids at the end of the camp u c... now i realise how 'wonderful' my wrapping skills are... ernest's wrapping was pro man! haha too bad for me but i was elated when i wrapped 2 perfect ones hahaha...yay!

although woon jeck was bigger size than me, i was wearing a larger shirt so i had to change with him...
then we off the lights in the resting room to sleep but unfortunately we talked instead... then since i was wearing double shirt--- the camp shirt on top of my sch shirt (i was at sch b4 that rmb...) , i had to tke off one to give jun ying who is feeling rather cold...

then when we switched on the lights whao! cnt open our eyes liao...

then we had to see the kids off and had a debrief...

aiyao... poor woon jeck.. i was about to finish my dinner when he told me he slept in the bus and missed at least 10 stops... he ended up in kranji instead hahaha... probably was too sleepy...
then we still wanted to put cockroaches in my sandwich for tmr... haha we were debatin abt that...
oh ya.. poor cockroach, killed by the terrorising woon jeck today morning hahaha..

cya...

oh gosh juz realised my sister is the same kind as woon jeck...
she was in the room and screamed! i went in two see and heard a loud bang! guess wad? my sis smashed one baby cockroach and smeared its intestines on the floor with the newspaper which i needed to do my critical analysis with it!!! thanks man!

she had juz bang another one but i was still not dead! so she smashed it continuously...
sighz.. juz like woon jeck using the aluminium thing to kill the cockroach...

the intestines of the smashed one was smeared and we had a hard time cleaning it up...
then the other one, although hit repeatedly by my sis, still could move its leg although broken a few... haha... hello ?suppose to be dead ...

i guess we left the legs there.. a bit too small to clean.. wait til my parents come and vaccuum it up lar... easier...haha

poor newspapers... poor cockroaches... life for them at drama and my home isn't suitable for them after all...

hihihi....
today was rather hetic and bz but at least do not need to stay in the prison house...hahaha

i woke up early in the morning juz to go to potong pasir mrt in the morning for talentime training for june training camp. we went to my seniors house...heehee the baby sister so cute!!! unfortunately she does not like the big winnie the pooh soft toy... but she likes dogs... toy one ... for real ones i am not sure...

we learnt a little dance steps but it was rather fast home i can catch up... actually we had alot of fun too...

next i went to toa payoh to meet adelene and joan at entertainment center macs. but joan was late so i coundn't get to see her coz by the time i had to rush off to plaza sing to meet ernest and his fren...

we actually wanted to watch shrek2 but the two timings available were fully booked so...anyway since he had the vcd, we went to hos house to watch instead so free of charge...haha lucky me.. some parts were funny and the cat was so cute too!!! haha

his fren called gerald ... i think... ya correct.. was a little weird... okay fine asking me my hp no. when he doesn't even know me... then called me a blur queen coz i got lost in dhoby gaut mrt station and didn't know which side of the mrt i should take...
keep msging lots of qns to...

oh after that, i went to meet my family at toa payoh mrt staion then we went all the way to serangoon to eat dinner...

that should end the day... i felt like i went round to whole Singapore...

hey the song below :perfect by simple plan is dedicated to my friends... esp. those who have friendship probs(u know who)...
no one can be perfect
so juz forgive and forget kaes??
always look on the bright side on life!

PERFECT

Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan
And do you think I'm wasting my time
Doing things I wanna do
But it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
Can't pretend that I'm alright
And you can't change me

Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late
And we can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright

Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late
And we can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard just to talk to you
But you don't understand

Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late
And we can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect

Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late
And we can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect